November 3, 2008

Put God first

I have been challenge by the devil this few days.....i met someone who is bit abnormal ,he came to the Youth to find us and keep on sending me FUNNY message which disturb me alot....as well as sending some disgusting msg, i start cursing him infront of my friends...and scolding him....due to the fear and anger that i have in my heart. Then ....in the moment i cursing,i noe the Holy Spirit did ask me to stop...i should'nt curse him nor scold him...and 1 of my friend (Jason) tell me the second commanment...eventhough the second commanment he mean is Love ur neighbours and enemies...but the 2nd commanment that came to my mind before he said that was...No other God.

I have choose not to listen to the Holy Spirit while scolding him ...and refuse to do anything that Holy Spirit ask me to do....then slowly ,i realize...did i put God first in this circumstances? i have put my anger before Him..i have lost self-control....what am i doing? Then...i think....God can do everything...He can help me in this trouble....He is the creator of everything.....so,just pray to Him and ask for help la.....why fear alone?? Duh~ Fear for unworthy thing.....

2 comments:

  1. anger management is important eh (",)y

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  2. Yalo....bcoz if u cannot manage ur anger u can nvr get things done......couldnt manage anger also same as loss of self-control...

    Besides,the 6 commandment state that,angry and hatred is actually murdering someone in ur heart..isnt it a serious thing?

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