March 25, 2009

MY FAVOURITE SONG
When troubles comes
I trust in You
For i know You will lead me through
And i know You are faithful till the end
And when the storms are drawing near
When I'm with You I don't have to fear
You're my shepherd on whom I can depend
Through the day Through the night
know You're always be by my side
Lord You are always here with me
There is no changing God in Thee
You are the same yesterday & today
And Forevermore
Here on Your promises I stand
You hold my future in Your hands
My solid Rock, Almighty God
I worship You

March 3, 2009

GOOD NEWS !!

Few minutes ago......my bro receive a call.....the call which send good news. My cousin call us and tell us my 3rd Uncle came back to live. The doctor did something to keep him alive, eventhough is for a very short period, but Im happy that i still have time to talk to him about God.!! THANK YOU JESUS CHRIST!! =D

Guess what, when i receive sms about my uncle pass away, i actually pray to God and ask Him to give my uncle more time, so that i could talk to him more about Jesus before he leave the Earth. I seriously thank God for this, and this is another miracle God has done for my prayer!
Those who read this blog, pray for me, so that my uncle can open his heart to accept Jesus, cause Im going to hospital later to visit my uncle!!


PRAYER MOVES THE MOUNTAIN !! YEAH!! =)
Tears started to flow out from my heart...why this can happen? Isnt it too fast? I cant accept that it will just happen without my realization....All I can do is just to cry...and cry....but this is the end of it...God's timing has come...

A uncle who buy gift for me when I was a little girl, a cheerful uncle who love to laugh, a uncle who put family first...and a uncle who bought all the nicest food to us.....has leave us....after being wad for few weeks... till now, I still cant really believe it...It would be a good news to me if my uncle has accepted Christ before he leave us. But..all i can say is....Sorry...my dear uncle. I know I didnt try my very best to bring you to Christ. I know......I have fail...

Now I know my uncle must be very afraid as he pass through a very dark path.....where no angels or anyone else around.....and scary screaming voices comes nearer and nearer to him...

I pray that, God can do something.....at least pull him up...just like others who has went to hell and heaven and back to Earth.

On behalf of that, I also feel that our Heavenly Father is crying for His lovely son that has went to the wrong place.....a son who He trying hard to bring him back weeks ago.......haiz...

And, I just wanted to end with this......everyone has to go a place after we leave the Earth... there will be a forever home for our soul....Forever.....we will never concern it when we are still healthy and enjoying the things we have on Earth....but, this day will definitely come, dont you afraid that you end up in a place where you will be burn and scared everyday? This is not funny.....this is what happening. Give God a chance....let Him show you the truth...through Him,you will know the answer, just because He is the TRUTH. I pray for you that you will get a chance to believe what I'm believe in now and turn back to God.

But if ya wondering what Im talking is true or not......why dont you find out yourself?

Pray to God and ask Him for direction and ask Him tell you the TRUTH that has been hidden by the world..

One way to heaven, believe in the real God. One way to hell by believe in the wrong God.



VS

Fight between Light and Dark
We are in between, just one step can determine your way

March 2, 2009

THE SCARIEST NIGHTS...

About a week ago, I ter-read an email, with a title, "Dont help Indonesian", without thinking twice, I click in....(this is ussually what i do to all the emails, open read and delete or keep or forward). As i scroll down the page, I saw pictures that show head of chinese girl and children been cut off by Indonesian. So i guess this is the reason why the put that title. Ussually, this kind of message will only bring impact to me while reading....but this time is different

As i proceed, i saw lot more disgusting picture and I stop at the 3rd picture.Because I cant take it anymore. On the night, fear started to fill me as I reading my bible..I suddenly imagine that there will be something drop or standing in front me when i read my bible. And besides, those image started to come in and scare me while i praying, THE MORE I PRAY THE MORE IT COMES. My whole prayer is like a horror movie to me. And I ask God for help...God does not answer my prayer immediately. This situation last for two night, I almost go mad in this 2 Horible night..and has cried many times due to fear.and i told God all about this..

For the 3rd night, I realize something goes wrong..and i check on my past. I realize there is one thing i have done wrong and have never turn away from it..but is tough for me to turn away, I remember God once say, "Serve me, but not your own desire" . So I choose to obey God. And u believe or not, after i repent, and i ask God to take away my fear again, IT WORKS!!! All image in my mind is gone, and i can now control all the image from coming back to me. Tears flow down again, but this times not because of fear but for the power of God. And for this 3 days, this is the best night i ever had!!