September 12, 2008

God Punishment

10th of sept......Melissa asked me whether wanna go for the Walk through the New Testament on 17th of sept...I refuse to go...cause majority of my friend is not going and i lazy to listen to talk...

On that nite i started to fall sick..i tot mayb i sit infront of the com for the whole day.....so feel uncomfortable oni....then the next day,i got fever,sore throat ,running nose and my whole body was so painful exspecially my head and stomach..and no one was at home,i hav to get up and make my own lunch..(1st time make my own food during sick.....) ..i pray so hard that God will heal me....but is like not working...i thought mayb it takes time.....then i try every method that can make my fever gone......but useless.....

Then today.....after i prepare my lunch i read Pastor Alvin msg......about the Walk thru the New Testament....i suddenly realize that is not i sit infront of the com for so long that cause me sick but is the Lord take away His protection over me to tell me that i shud go for the Talk...

Beside realize that i shud go for the Talk i oso realize that......God can bless us..but if is necessary ,God will also punish us to let us wake up.....

But God is also a almighthy God,eventhough He take away His protection over me,but i feel that He is always beside me and take care of me ....this time of sick is not that suffer compare to last time....at least i still can cook 4 myself and watch tv....Eventhough the Lord punish you,but His love will always greater than the punishment.......Is true....