March 3, 2009

GOOD NEWS !!

Few minutes ago......my bro receive a call.....the call which send good news. My cousin call us and tell us my 3rd Uncle came back to live. The doctor did something to keep him alive, eventhough is for a very short period, but Im happy that i still have time to talk to him about God.!! THANK YOU JESUS CHRIST!! =D

Guess what, when i receive sms about my uncle pass away, i actually pray to God and ask Him to give my uncle more time, so that i could talk to him more about Jesus before he leave the Earth. I seriously thank God for this, and this is another miracle God has done for my prayer!
Those who read this blog, pray for me, so that my uncle can open his heart to accept Jesus, cause Im going to hospital later to visit my uncle!!


PRAYER MOVES THE MOUNTAIN !! YEAH!! =)
Tears started to flow out from my heart...why this can happen? Isnt it too fast? I cant accept that it will just happen without my realization....All I can do is just to cry...and cry....but this is the end of it...God's timing has come...

A uncle who buy gift for me when I was a little girl, a cheerful uncle who love to laugh, a uncle who put family first...and a uncle who bought all the nicest food to us.....has leave us....after being wad for few weeks... till now, I still cant really believe it...It would be a good news to me if my uncle has accepted Christ before he leave us. But..all i can say is....Sorry...my dear uncle. I know I didnt try my very best to bring you to Christ. I know......I have fail...

Now I know my uncle must be very afraid as he pass through a very dark path.....where no angels or anyone else around.....and scary screaming voices comes nearer and nearer to him...

I pray that, God can do something.....at least pull him up...just like others who has went to hell and heaven and back to Earth.

On behalf of that, I also feel that our Heavenly Father is crying for His lovely son that has went to the wrong place.....a son who He trying hard to bring him back weeks ago.......haiz...

And, I just wanted to end with this......everyone has to go a place after we leave the Earth... there will be a forever home for our soul....Forever.....we will never concern it when we are still healthy and enjoying the things we have on Earth....but, this day will definitely come, dont you afraid that you end up in a place where you will be burn and scared everyday? This is not funny.....this is what happening. Give God a chance....let Him show you the truth...through Him,you will know the answer, just because He is the TRUTH. I pray for you that you will get a chance to believe what I'm believe in now and turn back to God.

But if ya wondering what Im talking is true or not......why dont you find out yourself?

Pray to God and ask Him for direction and ask Him tell you the TRUTH that has been hidden by the world..

One way to heaven, believe in the real God. One way to hell by believe in the wrong God.



VS

Fight between Light and Dark
We are in between, just one step can determine your way

March 2, 2009

THE SCARIEST NIGHTS...

About a week ago, I ter-read an email, with a title, "Dont help Indonesian", without thinking twice, I click in....(this is ussually what i do to all the emails, open read and delete or keep or forward). As i scroll down the page, I saw pictures that show head of chinese girl and children been cut off by Indonesian. So i guess this is the reason why the put that title. Ussually, this kind of message will only bring impact to me while reading....but this time is different

As i proceed, i saw lot more disgusting picture and I stop at the 3rd picture.Because I cant take it anymore. On the night, fear started to fill me as I reading my bible..I suddenly imagine that there will be something drop or standing in front me when i read my bible. And besides, those image started to come in and scare me while i praying, THE MORE I PRAY THE MORE IT COMES. My whole prayer is like a horror movie to me. And I ask God for help...God does not answer my prayer immediately. This situation last for two night, I almost go mad in this 2 Horible night..and has cried many times due to fear.and i told God all about this..

For the 3rd night, I realize something goes wrong..and i check on my past. I realize there is one thing i have done wrong and have never turn away from it..but is tough for me to turn away, I remember God once say, "Serve me, but not your own desire" . So I choose to obey God. And u believe or not, after i repent, and i ask God to take away my fear again, IT WORKS!!! All image in my mind is gone, and i can now control all the image from coming back to me. Tears flow down again, but this times not because of fear but for the power of God. And for this 3 days, this is the best night i ever had!!

February 17, 2009

Father's Love Letter

An Intimate Message From God To You:
My Child,You may not know me, but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I lovedthat I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, and will always be Father.
Ephisians 3:14-15

My question is…Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32
Love, Your Dad,Almighty God
My reply:
I love YOU too Father! With all I am, I surrender myself to YOU !! Plan my way and have me in YOUR great plan!! Continue to show mercy on me, guide me and love me!! Never let me go Father....Let Your hand lift me up and take good care of me, for I will always be save and protected when I am in YOUR palm... Let YOUR light shine on me and my path...so I will always have hope and bring hopes to others with YOUR name Lord. Forgive me in everything I have done, I want to be clean in YOUR eye always Lord. A pure soul, after YOU have throw all my sins from East to West...Lord, always let me know YOU are near and YOU are real. I need strength to find and learn more about YOU, Refresh me!! I want to be YOUR vessel ! A useful vessel Father. USE ME!!

February 11, 2009

God is so real

2 days ago... we went to hospital to visit my uncle at the afternoon



When we reach his room, my aunty bring my mother out to tell her something that make me suspicious..


After the 5-mins woman's talk, my mother ask me, my 6th Uncle and his wife with my eldest aunty to come out from the room and told us something......scary and amaze me
She said " 3 Yee Jiong (my uncle), has been possess by demons. Yesterday night,

3 Yee Jiong say to his wife "" Jesus say burn it all! Burn it all!!"" .

Then my aunty ask him, ""Is it burn me as well?""
3 Yee Jiong "" Yes burn u as well!! ""

Aunty ''' Who are you??""
3 Yee Jiong "" I'm Satan!""

Aunty ""U is Satan?! I slap u!!""

3 Yee Jiong "" U dare?""


Finally, my 3 Yee Jiong got slap by my aunty..
And at midnight 2-3am, my 3 Yee Jiong suddenly sit up from bed and look at my Aunty with scary eyes....for minutes.....

The 2nd day, hours ago before we went and visit my uncle, my uncle suddenly say this word to my aunty " I will slap u back tonight!"
Then my uncle who already been possess by demon also say that he wont come out from the hospital....but i forget when he say this..
So my mommy ask us to pray for him and witness to him.....hopefully he can accept Christ in the period of time Jesus has given..
After this incident.....i realize that....GOD IS REAL! I shouldnt say thanks to the demon....but.....i think....through this incident, i believe that there is a REAL war happening that we couldnt see..

January 14, 2009

Dream bout my Lovely Grandma........

Yesterday, while having my nap after my college....i dream about my Grandma whom took good care of me when i was a little baby till i grew up. For the whole dream, my heart is feel with sadness, i do not know why before i wake up from my dream. So the dream start from here.

I see that she(my grandma) is standing at my house corridor in my dream, then i went and talk to her. While chit chatting, i suddenly remember that i have to share Christ to her and without wasting any time, i start sharing immediately. I share to her about scientist has found something strange in the middle of the earth which my mom has told me couple weeks ago ( according to the analysis, scientist say that they heard some screaming voices inside.....and kinda similar to hell. [they got the voices by sending some science thingy(which i dont know what it call) into the hole to check out what is inside] But is still not proven)

But, just few minutes later, my ALARM RANG, and i woke up........i suddenly realize that.......its all dream.......my grandma has leave us and this earth 4 years ago.....woo.....and i personally feel that.....is a great regret that not sharing Christ with her when she is around.....and i wish...i could ask Doraemon to send me back to 5 years ago.....or i can know more about Christ earlier, it might change this fact. =(

January 8, 2009

HOPE U CAN SPENT SOME TIME TO READ IT
Ps. While writing this, I know God is reading......

This is the book that i am reading now....Nice book, because it tells me more about Satan evil plan that is invisible to us....Suprisingly, i found many tips that is stated in this book is actually true...and is happening to me currently .....or maybe from the day i was born......here is some example of mine, what about u?

~Craving for everything we see
* Cloths
* Things that is beautiful
* Nice things that belongs to others

~Pride in our achievement and possessions
* Result in my Spm
* Result in everything i make an effort to do

Besides, Satan targeting more on TEENS!! Because Teens is the future person who will continue to preach the gospel to the nation. And yet, Teens is the target that can be hit easily.....very unfortunately....I am a teen for now.......=(

Satan is a clever creature.....I learn not to underestimate Satan but stay alarm all the time.....THIEF CAN JUST COME TO YOUR HOUSE AND STEAL ALL YOUR TREASURE IF WE ARE NOT AWAKE. From this book, Steven Russo says that Confusion and Doubt is actually from Satan. The whole idea is just to driff u from Jesus...we might think that, does God really exist? This is all doubt created by the Devil.....whom hate us so much from the day we was born. As for Confusion, we might wrongly accept some LOGIC statement from the world.....(rmb that Satan is a very inteligent creature..is much more clever compare to us) so, to create something that can make us believe is just a piece of cake for him......

For example, DRINK BUT DONT DRIVE, SAVE SEX IS OKAY FOR SEX. As we know that, Drink is something not good, but why? Why people still doing it and feel is alright with that? Is all because of the Master of the darkside is trying to confuse our own Common Sense and our Good thought that Jesus has given us and Holy Spirit has tells us. As for save sex, what kind of nonsense statement about Save Sex Is Okay For SEX? I dont get it. If Safe sex is okay for Sex, then i think there is no need of getting married. Is just wasting of time. Does Bible says that Safe Sex is an IDEAL IDEA/ESCAPE for having SEX with people whom u cant call them ur Husband/ Wife? Show me which scripture says this?

I think, this 2 example is enough for us to know that Satan is working in the pass, present as well as the future. Dont ever leave your sight from Jesus. He is the Light and Strength for u to overcome the Darkness

To win the race and continue to head to the way that God want, we must read our Bible, Bible is way of communication with God. No one can stand still to God without a personal relationship with Him. Besides, God give us the power and love but not fear. So, dont fear the Satan, because we are on the winning side when we are with Jesus!

So, do you have this Personal Relationship with Jesus? Is very important to make this Question clear. And remember, Satan is more powerful than what we think if we are not careful enough.

READ THE BIBLE AND PRAY!

AND DEVELOP THE 9 FRUITS THAT GOD HAS PLANT IN US!

✿Love
Joy✿
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Peace
Patience ✿
✿Kindness
Goodness ✿
✿Faithfulness
Gentleness ✿
✿Self-control