My Testimony

Positive +

2009-04-16T17:06:00.001+08:00

Be positive,

在一場船難中，唯一的生存者隨著潮水，漂流到了一座無人島上。 The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island.

他天天激動地祈禱神救他能夠早日離開此處，回到家鄉。他還每天注視著海上有否可搭救他的人，但卻是除了汪洋一片，什麼也沒有。 He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him, and every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthcoming.

後來，他決定用那片帶他到小島的木頭造一個簡陋的小木屋以保護他在這險惡的環境中生存，並且保存他所有剩下的東西。 Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect him from the elements, and to store his few possessions

但有一天，在他捕完食物後，準備回小屋時，突然發現他的小屋竟然陷在熊熊烈火之中，大火引起的濃煙不斷向天上竄。 But then one day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find his little hut in flames, the smoke rolling up to the sky.

最悲慘的是：他所有的一切東西，在這一瞬間，通通化為烏有了。悲痛的他，氣憤的對天吶喊著：「神啊！你怎么可以這樣對待我！」頓時，眼淚從他的眼角中流出。 The worst had happened; everything was lost. He was stunned with grief and anger. "God, how could you do this to me!" he cried.

第二天一早，他被一艘正靠近小島的船隻的鳴笛聲所吵醒。是的，有人來救他了。 Early the next day, however, he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him.

到了船上時，他問那些船員說：「你怎麼知道我在這裡？」 "How did you know I was here?" asked the weary man of his rescuers.

「因為我們看到了信號般的濃煙。」他們回答說。 "We saw your smoke signal," they replied. 人在碰到困難時，很容易會沮喪。不過，無論受到折磨或者痛苦，都不用因此失去信心，因為神一直在我們心裡面做著奇妙的工作。 It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad. But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives, even in the midst of pain and suffering.

記著：當下一次你的小木屋著火時，那可能只是神美妙恩典的表徵而已。 Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of God.

在所有我們所認為負面的事情，神都是有正面答案的。 For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves, God has a positive answer.

God's Answer to you,

你說：「我累了。」
神說：「我讓你休息。」(太11:28-30)
You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)

你說：「沒有人愛我。」
神說：「我愛你。」 (約 3:16 & 約 3:34)
You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)

你說：「我做不下去了。」
神說：「我的恩典夠你支持下去。」 (林後 12:9 & 詩 91:15)
You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

你說：「我想不通。」
神說：「我引領你前行。」(箴 3:5-6)
You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)

你說：「我做不到。」
神說：「你什麼都做得到。」(腓 4:13)
You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)

你說：「我不配。」
神說：「你配。」 (林後 9:8)
You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)

你說：「這麼做不值得。」
神說：「做了，你馬上就會覺得值得了。」 (羅 8:28)
You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)

你說：「我無法原諒自己。」
神說：「我原諒你。」 (約壹 1:9 & 羅 8:1)
You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

你說：「我是窮苦的。」
神說：「我供應你一切所需。」 ( 腓 4:19)
You say: "I'm poor"
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)

你說：「我害怕。」
神說：「我所賜給你的不是膽怯的心。」 (提後 1:7)
You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)

你說：「我常常在擔憂、受挫。」
神說：「放下你的重擔，我為你承擔。」 ( 彼後 5:7)
You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)

2009-03-25T00:17:00.003+08:00

MY FAVOURITE SONG

When troubles comes

I trust in You

For i know You will lead me through

And i know You are faithful till the end

And when the storms are drawing near

When I'm with You I don't have to fear

You're my shepherd on whom I can depend

Through the day Through the night

know You're always be by my side

Lord You are always here with me
There is no changing God in Thee
You are the same yesterday & today

And Forevermore
Here on Your promises I stand

You hold my future in Your hands

My solid Rock, Almighty God

I worship You

GOOD NEWS !!

2009-03-03T21:11:00.004+08:00

Few minutes ago......my bro receive a call.....the call which send good news. My cousin call us and tell us my 3rd Uncle came back to live. The doctor did something to keep him alive, eventhough is for a very short period, but Im happy that i still have time to talk to him about God.!! THANK YOU JESUS CHRIST!! =D

Guess what, when i receive sms about my uncle pass away, i actually pray to God and ask Him to give my uncle more time, so that i could talk to him more about Jesus before he leave the Earth. I seriously thank God for this, and this is another miracle God has done for my prayer!

Those who read this blog, pray for me, so that my uncle can open his heart to accept Jesus, cause Im going to hospital later to visit my uncle!!

PRAYER MOVES THE MOUNTAIN !! YEAH!! =)

2009-03-03T18:42:00.010+08:00

Tears started to flow out from my heart...why this can happen? Isnt it too fast? I cant accept that it will just happen without my realization....All I can do is just to cry...and cry....but this is the end of it...God's timing has come...

A uncle who buy gift for me when I was a little girl, a cheerful uncle who love to laugh, a uncle who put family first...and a uncle who bought all the nicest food to us.....has leave us....after being wad for few weeks... till now, I still cant really believe it...It would be a good news to me if my uncle has accepted Christ before he leave us. But..all i can say is....Sorry...my dear uncle. I know I didnt try my very best to bring you to Christ. I know......I have fail...

Now I know my uncle must be very afraid as he pass through a very dark path.....where no angels or anyone else around.....and scary screaming voices comes nearer and nearer to him...

I pray that, God can do something.....at least pull him up...just like others who has went to hell and heaven and back to Earth.

On behalf of that, I also feel that our Heavenly Father is crying for His lovely son that has went to the wrong place.....a son who He trying hard to bring him back weeks ago.......haiz...

And, I just wanted to end with this......everyone has to go a place after we leave the Earth... there will be a forever home for our soul....Forever.....we will never concern it when we are still healthy and enjoying the things we have on Earth....but, this day will definitely come, dont you afraid that you end up in a place where you will be burn and scared everyday? This is not funny.....this is what happening. Give God a chance....let Him show you the truth...through Him,you will know the answer, just because He is the TRUTH. I pray for you that you will get a chance to believe what I'm believe in now and turn back to God.

But if ya wondering what Im talking is true or not......why dont you find out yourself?

Pray to God and ask Him for direction and ask Him tell you the TRUTH that has been hidden by the world..

One way to heaven, believe in the real God. One way to hell by believe in the wrong God.

Fight between Light and Dark
We are in between, just one step can determine your way

THE SCARIEST NIGHTS...

2009-03-02T15:45:00.000+08:00

About a week ago, I ter-read an email, with a title, "Dont help Indonesian", without thinking twice, I click in....(this is ussually what i do to all the emails, open read and delete or keep or forward). As i scroll down the page, I saw pictures that show head of chinese girl and children been cut off by Indonesian. So i guess this is the reason why the put that title. Ussually, this kind of message will only bring impact to me while reading....but this time is different

As i proceed, i saw lot more disgusting picture and I stop at the 3rd picture.Because I cant take it anymore. On the night, fear started to fill me as I reading my bible..I suddenly imagine that there will be something drop or standing in front me when i read my bible. And besides, those image started to come in and scare me while i praying, THE MORE I PRAY THE MORE IT COMES. My whole prayer is like a horror movie to me. And I ask God for help...God does not answer my prayer immediately. This situation last for two night, I almost go mad in this 2 Horible night..and has cried many times due to fear.and i told God all about this..

For the 3rd night, I realize something goes wrong..and i check on my past. I realize there is one thing i have done wrong and have never turn away from it..but is tough for me to turn away, I remember God once say, "Serve me, but not your own desire" . So I choose to obey God. And u believe or not, after i repent, and i ask God to take away my fear again, IT WORKS!!! All image in my mind is gone, and i can now control all the image from coming back to me. Tears flow down again, but this times not because of fear but for the power of God. And for this 3 days, this is the best night i ever had!!

Father's Love Letter

2009-02-17T22:58:00.005+08:00

An Intimate Message From God To You:

My Child,You may not know me, but I know everything about you.

Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.

Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.

Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.

Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.

Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.

Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.

Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.

Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.

Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book.

Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live.

Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.

Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.

Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.

Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me.

John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love.

1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.

1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child and I am your Father.

1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.

Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.

Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.

James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.

Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.

Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.

Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore.

Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.

Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.

Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.

Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul.

Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.

Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me.

Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart.

Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.

Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine.

Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.

2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles.

2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you.

Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart.

Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes.

Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.

Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus.

John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.

John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.

Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you.

Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.

2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.

2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you.

1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I lovedthat I might gain your love.

Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me.

1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you from my love again.

Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.

Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, and will always be Father.

Ephisians 3:14-15

My question is…Will you be my child?

John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.

Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad,Almighty God

My reply:

I love YOU too Father! With all I am, I surrender myself to YOU !! Plan my way and have me in YOUR great plan!! Continue to show mercy on me, guide me and love me!! Never let me go Father....Let Your hand lift me up and take good care of me, for I will always be save and protected when I am in YOUR palm... Let YOUR light shine on me and my path...so I will always have hope and bring hopes to others with YOUR name Lord. Forgive me in everything I have done, I want to be clean in YOUR eye always Lord. A pure soul, after YOU have throw all my sins from East to West...Lord, always let me know YOU are near and YOU are real. I need strength to find and learn more about YOU, Refresh me!! I want to be YOUR vessel ! A useful vessel Father. USE ME!!

God is so real

2009-02-11T23:13:00.005+08:00

2 days ago... we went to hospital to visit my uncle at the afternoon

When we reach his room, my aunty bring my mother out to tell her something that make me suspicious..

After the 5-mins woman's talk, my mother ask me, my 6th Uncle and his wife with my eldest aunty to come out from the room and told us something......scary and amaze me

She said " 3 Yee Jiong (my uncle), has been possess by demons. Yesterday night,

3 Yee Jiong say to his wife "" Jesus say burn it all! Burn it all!!"" .

Then my aunty ask him, ""Is it burn me as well?""
3 Yee Jiong "" Yes burn u as well!! ""

Aunty ''' Who are you??""

3 Yee Jiong "" I'm Satan!""

Aunty ""U is Satan?! I slap u!!""

3 Yee Jiong "" U dare?""

Finally, my 3 Yee Jiong got slap by my aunty..

And at midnight 2-3am, my 3 Yee Jiong suddenly sit up from bed and look at my Aunty with scary eyes....for minutes.....

The 2nd day, hours ago before we went and visit my uncle, my uncle suddenly say this word to my aunty " I will slap u back tonight!"

Then my uncle who already been possess by demon also say that he wont come out from the hospital....but i forget when he say this..

So my mommy ask us to pray for him and witness to him.....hopefully he can accept Christ in the period of time Jesus has given..

After this incident.....i realize that....GOD IS REAL! I shouldnt say thanks to the demon....but.....i think....through this incident, i believe that there is a REAL war happening that we couldnt see..

Dream bout my Lovely Grandma........

2009-01-14T17:09:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, while having my nap after my college....i dream about my Grandma whom took good care of me when i was a little baby till i grew up. For the whole dream, my heart is feel with sadness, i do not know why before i wake up from my dream. So the dream start from here.

I see that she(my grandma) is standing at my house corridor in my dream, then i went and talk to her. While chit chatting, i suddenly remember that i have to share Christ to her and without wasting any time, i start sharing immediately. I share to her about scientist has found something strange in the middle of the earth which my mom has told me couple weeks ago ( according to the analysis, scientist say that they heard some screaming voices inside.....and kinda similar to hell. [they got the voices by sending some science thingy(which i dont know what it call) into the hole to check out what is inside] But is still not proven)

But, just few minutes later, my ALARM RANG, and i woke up........i suddenly realize that.......its all dream.......my grandma has leave us and this earth 4 years ago.....woo.....and i personally feel that.....is a great regret that not sharing Christ with her when she is around.....and i wish...i could ask Doraemon to send me back to 5 years ago.....or i can know more about Christ earlier, it might change this fact. =(

2009-01-08T16:40:00.009+08:00

HOPE U CAN SPENT SOME TIME TO READ IT

Ps. While writing this, I know God is reading......

This is the book that i am reading now....Nice book, because it tells me more about Satan evil plan that is invisible to us....Suprisingly, i found many tips that is stated in this book is actually true...and is happening to me currently .....or maybe from the day i was born......here is some example of mine, what about u?

~Craving for everything we see
* Cloths
* Things that is beautiful
* Nice things that belongs to others

~Pride in our achievement and possessions
* Result in my Spm
* Result in everything i make an effort to do

Besides, Satan targeting more on TEENS!! Because Teens is the future person who will continue to preach the gospel to the nation. And yet, Teens is the target that can be hit easily.....very unfortunately....I am a teen for now.......=(

Satan is a clever creature.....I learn not to underestimate Satan but stay alarm all the time.....THIEF CAN JUST COME TO YOUR HOUSE AND STEAL ALL YOUR TREASURE IF WE ARE NOT AWAKE. From this book, Steven Russo says that Confusion and Doubt is actually from Satan. The whole idea is just to driff u from Jesus...we might think that, does God really exist? This is all doubt created by the Devil.....whom hate us so much from the day we was born. As for Confusion, we might wrongly accept some LOGIC statement from the world.....(rmb that Satan is a very inteligent creature..is much more clever compare to us) so, to create something that can make us believe is just a piece of cake for him......

For example, DRINK BUT DONT DRIVE, SAVE SEX IS OKAY FOR SEX. As we know that, Drink is something not good, but why? Why people still doing it and feel is alright with that? Is all because of the Master of the darkside is trying to confuse our own Common Sense and our Good thought that Jesus has given us and Holy Spirit has tells us. As for save sex, what kind of nonsense statement about Save Sex Is Okay For SEX? I dont get it. If Safe sex is okay for Sex, then i think there is no need of getting married. Is just wasting of time. Does Bible says that Safe Sex is an IDEAL IDEA/ESCAPE for having SEX with people whom u cant call them ur Husband/ Wife? Show me which scripture says this?

I think, this 2 example is enough for us to know that Satan is working in the pass, present as well as the future. Dont ever leave your sight from Jesus. He is the Light and Strength for u to overcome the Darkness

To win the race and continue to head to the way that God want, we must read our Bible, Bible is way of communication with God. No one can stand still to God without a personal relationship with Him. Besides, God give us the power and love but not fear. So, dont fear the Satan, because we are on the winning side when we are with Jesus!

So, do you have this Personal Relationship with Jesus? Is very important to make this Question clear. And remember, Satan is more powerful than what we think if we are not careful enough.

READ THE BIBLE AND PRAY!

AND DEVELOP THE 9 FRUITS THAT GOD HAS PLANT IN US!

✿Love

Joy✿
✿Peace
Patience ✿
✿Kindness
Goodness ✿
✿Faithfulness
Gentleness ✿
✿Self-control

Most complicated thing that live in Human body

2008-11-14T00:19:00.006+08:00

After going through some experience on sharing Christ, i realize that.....is easy to change someone look, someone habits.........but is not easy to change someone Heart! Heart is the complicated thing that God gave us......it can be very weak...and yet it can be very strong!

All this while i have been sharing bout Jesus Christ to my friends and family.......but it seems like.....the word just cant stay in their mind for more than 1 sec....just because their heart was rejecting it...but why? They can talk avthing....even some unreasonable thing can make them spent their time to think.....but why cant they just accept the fact? Hmm ,neways this was just my personal thought/opinion....

To tackle a person is not easy.....but to change a person thinking and heart........is TERIBLE ,HORRIBLE HARD! ( jz insert some word that can express my feeling,jz forget bout it...) .....Well......i wont give up so easily.....i still have plenty of time....Even the last breath of mine....i wont give up on you! Sorry but i have to..... I WILL LET THEM KNOW WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY AND FEELING FOR THEM NOW, ONE DAY........THEY WILL KNOW THE TRUTH THAT HAS COVER BY THE WORLD !

Ps ,so Semangat.....who wan me to share bout Christ now? Pm me.....i will try my best and be there for you if want to know bout Him.......

Jesus help me again....

2008-11-07T03:13:00.002+08:00

I am doing the Business Law assignment now.....the Lord has gave me wisdom on how to find the information from the points that the lecture give today. I have wrote 1000+ words...still got another 1000 word to go and i will complete my whole assignment. I wonder why the information that i find came out so easily...it must be the works of the Lord...who manage every file properly for me...^^

But i wish the Lord can grant me strength to complete the assignment by today.....because i am getting sleepy already......mind was getting blur and blank.....with a panda eyes ( i guess, havent look at the mirror yet...) @.@ I NEED STRENGTH!!

The Painting- Way to Heaven

2008-11-06T03:07:00.005+08:00

To walk with the Lord...is not easy....is like balancing yourself on a straight line...

But,the Lord wont leave you alone...He will walk with you through everything....He will correct your step so that you wont fall...

Challenge comes in to drift you away from the Lord

Put God first

2008-11-03T02:03:00.002+08:00

I have been challenge by the devil this few days.....i met someone who is bit abnormal ,he came to the Youth to find us and keep on sending me FUNNY message which disturb me alot....as well as sending some disgusting msg, i start cursing him infront of my friends...and scolding him....due to the fear and anger that i have in my heart. Then ....in the moment i cursing,i noe the Holy Spirit did ask me to stop...i should'nt curse him nor scold him...and 1 of my friend (Jason) tell me the second commanment...eventhough the second commanment he mean is Love ur neighbours and enemies...but the 2nd commanment that came to my mind before he said that was...No other God.

I have choose not to listen to the Holy Spirit while scolding him ...and refuse to do anything that Holy Spirit ask me to do....then slowly ,i realize...did i put God first in this circumstances? i have put my anger before Him..i have lost self-control....what am i doing? Then...i think....God can do everything...He can help me in this trouble....He is the creator of everything.....so,just pray to Him and ask for help la.....why fear alone?? Duh~ Fear for unworthy thing.....

Jesus cares for everyone

2008-10-30T01:14:00.003+08:00

Jesus is a loving God and a caring God who never left out 1 of His children.Once we declare Him as our saviour and our Lord, He will guide us and protect us in every circumstances. He knows when a small little sparrow fell from the sky...what bout us? We are even more important to Him than a little sparrow....

Everytime we pray...we nvr get the ans that we want and we says that God doesnt cares. But, He hears us..just that He need times to work for the prayer...He need time to give you a perfect ans for your prayer.....a perfect ans,just for you. Sometimes.....did we give Him a chance to ans? Or we just speak and nvr listen?

Jesus is like a shepherd...a shepherd who would'nt allow any of His sheep to get lose from His sight and His protection....He will search for the missing one till He found....He will yell and try His very best to find that lossing sheep before the predator find them...Nothing can stop Him..

Many of us is like a lossing sheep....loss our faith and our sight was away from Him....but, i notice that He is working hard to bring us back...use our friends as a vessel to reminds us...opening many doors for us to go back to Him. He just want every of His children to be save before the end time come...just like a Father who always wants His children to be at His protection and avoid them from going to the wrong way that will hurts them.

I see Jesus working for my prayer

2008-10-28T02:19:00.002+08:00

2.26am , I am doing my Business Law assignment right now. About 1 hour plus ago...i am praying to Him to give me wisdom on how to do this assignment....i got no idea what to write and even what to find..i have try many searching on google,yahoo,altavista......by typing the question of this assignment....but...the result was all craps.....i so worried bout coundnt pass up a single word to my lecturer on 13th Nov 08 . Few minutes later, i suddenly think of 1 of my friend, Sheryn,who took Business Law before..i pm her to ask for help. She is so kind to help me, she help me find many point i can write for this essay...and she is kind enuf to help me on my introduction . I really thank God for her, a KIND and GOOD friend !! Now i wondering whether i can complete my assignment within this two days....I pray that God will continue guiding me in this assignment...so i wont write out of topic and able to summit my essay on time.

Today's sermon

2008-10-27T02:02:00.003+08:00

Today sermon was preach by Pastor Albert. He preach bout wud we will go through before the 2nd coming of Christ. He says bout disaster like Tsunami, Earth Quake...and uncure diseases like SARS....it sounds very scary when i first heard...he also mention bout.....christian who stand still with God being torture by humanbeing ....i was afraid of whether my faith to Jesus is strong enuf to withstand all this or not....will i give up on Him ....and on that moment i dont even sure whether my name is in the Book of Life or not........

But,when Pastor show the slide bout Fig trees...about victory.....my eyes was full with tears by the background of that slide...the background was just a beautiful forest scene...with healthy green leaves....i imagine of myself hiding behind those trees and holding a Bible while the people was looking around for me and i cry to the Lord to ask Him help me to be strong enuf and may His word show me the way .....i oso imagine that the Lord was beside me while i am askin for help .....this imagination just strike my mind when the backgroud appear....

THE FIG TREE

Many ppl will say i wont leave God before the incident for second coming of Chirst happen....included me........but also many will choose to leave Him when it happen...........is so scary...i dont noe whether i am gonna be the one...i really wish Jesus can bring me home now..really wish....

Yesterday when i was sleeping....God spoke to me in my dream, He says, no matter what happen and how u are, I will still love you. I was awake when this sentences come to me...and i knew is Him who speak to me on that moment....I really dont noe wud to say bout this Great father....He is so great........And i really wish...i can hear from Him some comfirmation word..........not from anyone but He Himself....i wish He is the one who preach to me avday....so i can put all my trust and faith in what He says....

Before the sermon come to the end, Pastor Albert show some Second coming of Christ picture, I see Jesus coming back with His soldier, and His hand was widely open to welcome all His children to come back to His house....His safe arms..a place where nobody can threat us...not even the devil...who tell us trillions and evenmore lies in this Sin World....
Pastor also ask us to pray to the Lord to comfirm our name was written on the Book Of Life starting from this day...i am so glad bout this, becoz i am wondering whether Jesus did write my name in the Book Of Life or not for a very long time....and i am sure for now that my name is in.
I pray to the Lord that i could stand still and my faith can grow stronger day by day to Him. And get me ready for the second coming of Christ,let no one can change my mind and no one can take away my heart for Him.Even the torture which i might have to go through. I wouldnt want to end up looking up and ask for help from my heavenly father in hell with the devil. Is so scary.....nothing in this world can compare with the torturing that happening in the hell right now! NOTHING!!

Jesus warn us that He will be coming back very soon, an unexpected timing, so Get ready for Him!

God Punishment

2008-09-12T14:03:00.003+08:00

10th of sept......Melissa asked me whether wanna go for the Walk through the New Testament on 17th of sept...I refuse to go...cause majority of my friend is not going and i lazy to listen to talk...

On that nite i started to fall sick..i tot mayb i sit infront of the com for the whole day.....so feel uncomfortable oni....then the next day,i got fever,sore throat ,running nose and my whole body was so painful exspecially my head and stomach..and no one was at home,i hav to get up and make my own lunch..(1st time make my own food during sick.....) ..i pray so hard that God will heal me....but is like not working...i thought mayb it takes time.....then i try every method that can make my fever gone......but useless.....

Then today.....after i prepare my lunch i read Pastor Alvin msg......about the Walk thru the New Testament....i suddenly realize that is not i sit infront of the com for so long that cause me sick but is the Lord take away His protection over me to tell me that i shud go for the Talk...

Beside realize that i shud go for the Talk i oso realize that......God can bless us..but if is necessary ,God will also punish us to let us wake up.....

But God is also a almighthy God,eventhough He take away His protection over me,but i feel that He is always beside me and take care of me ....this time of sick is not that suffer compare to last time....at least i still can cook 4 myself and watch tv....Eventhough the Lord punish you,but His love will always greater than the punishment.......Is true....

This book Rox!

2008-08-28T15:54:00.003+08:00

This book, Heaven Is So Real give me a picture of how heaven actually looks like as well as hell and how God actually work on us...and how He prepare us to do what He has plan for for us...beside that...i know how loving is our God and how gentle is Him. Through this book, God ask me not to give up on Him and He will always be with me. The most important thing that i realize after reading this book is...He is coming very soon...an unexpected timing .

2008-08-16T23:17:00.003+08:00

Today in my youth we watch "Facing The Giants" ,this story talk bout how God actually turn an impossible thing to possible.....and it really inspiring and touch us...i almost cry while watchin. After that we watch a video clip which show a man who have cancer and praising Lord with the song Healer in his concert. He say that how God help him and working in him, the song that he sang is very touching ,every word he sang hit my mind and i know that the Lord did the same thing to me.....

Healer
Verse1
You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
I trust in You
I trust in You

Chorus
I believe You’re my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You’re my Portion
I believe You’re more than enough for me
Jesus You’re all I need

Bridge
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

The demon attack me this morning

2008-08-04T13:15:00.003+08:00

Today 4th of august,when i was sleeping i was attacked by demon. When i was still asleep i actually saw something standing in front of my bed ,i cant see clearly what is that , i just saw something black and look scary. By that time i my mind was 80% clear but i guess this thing i saw is in my dream......but i have a rasional mind by that time and the whole environment is actually exactly same with my room so i really not sure i was in a dream or not.....u all know that demon can actually attack u in many ways.....in dream is one of it.Suddenly i saw it jump to me and on that moment my whole body like.....shaking and "ma bi".......and i hear some weird and scary sound...

Then i was so scare....i begin to pray to Jesus in my dream,i ask God to help me to get rid of it..and i begin to rebuke it in the name of Jesus...i tried bout 3 times..but each time i open my eye i saw it standing there again.. the 3rd time i think it goes off when i shout " In Jesus's name you leave! U have no right to be in this room! Leave now ! Leave now ! In Jesus's name u leave right now!!"

I tot it left,then when i look straight i saw someone holding yellow colour pillow and blanket asking me,"am i sleeping here"....it abit look like my mom but i definitetly can tell tell you that she is not! She is one of the thing that come attack me...i was shock and quickly rebuke it..but i dont know where my courage came from and when i rebuke i believe the it will soon disapear if i continue to rebuke it in God's name...after 1-2 times i open my eye and stare at it......slowly slowly i begin to see that thing disappear and i realize that i was actually opening my eye in real life! Becoz when that thing disappear i saw my cupboard and i knew that i was awake....and i begin to weep and thank God.

I understand God let this happen to me cause He want me to know that He will always be with me and He is the only one can help me .

The best story i have ever read....

2008-08-04T13:01:00.000+08:00

A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN

17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. 'I wowed 'em,' he later told his father, Bruce. 'It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote..' It also was the last.

Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted.

The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. 'I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it,' Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. 'I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him.

'Brian's Essay: The Room...

In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was.

This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.

A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friends I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at .' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents.

Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.

When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.

When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content.

I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!' In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it.

Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.

And then I saw it.. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.

And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.

No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own.

He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.

Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.

He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.

In Ns.....

2008-08-04T12:48:00.002+08:00

Ns is the longest camp i have went and i dislike all those army training.....so i worried since 1 month ago before i went......but that day came so fast...the 1st day i went there,i am all alone...no fren and only God with me......wherever i feel lonely i will realize that God is always beside me .just i cant see Him but He is the only one who will help me and never leave me when i in need..in the bus i was actually crying and crying...cause i have to stay in this camp for 2 months ++ ...in the bus i was accompany by the worship song.....

On that nite i dont even have a fren,so i cried and i pray to Lord to help me..my faith was so strong when i in camp,i feel in this world only me and Him. The the next few days,we change Dorm again,and i shift to Dorm 3 ,i think the Lord hear my prayer and He gave me a best fren in Ns..she is the most kind and frendly gurl in Ns! She is a buddhist but she help me in avthing and share with me avthing,i was so please to have this fren...after that i dont feel lonely anymore .

And 1 time i went to the Dorm 1 bathroom to take bath coz my Dorm 3 bathroom got some problem. I went to the Dorm 1 1st bathroom,they have 3 there. When i was about to open the shower i realize that the shower is spoilt and the water hardly to flow out...i was thinking oh my.....i still have to rush for the activities and the next bathroom got ppl......then Jesus Christ came to my mind...i try to use Jesus name to rebuke the shower........i try 2-3 times...then i think i was just trying but in my heart really hope that it will work...when i open the shower the water really flow out ! Amazing huh...then when i came out and the next person went in ,i heard that person shouting " Hey! why no water one!! "

Church camp(2006)....

2008-08-04T12:40:00.000+08:00

The 1st high praise camp i went is actually a combination of adults ,teenage and children......but this is the most wonderful camp i have went ...this is actually my starting point of knowing Jesus. In that camp Jesus spoke to me........the 1st time of my life. In this camp He told me that He has given me joy and i now fill with joy...and in this camp i starting to see what Jesus has done to me...i saw He die on the cross for our sin , He was nail to the cross ,and i also saw He was crying cause many of His chidren disobey Him,didnt know Him and turn away from Him...on that camp all of us was crying and crying for the Lord,for what He have done ...for what He has sacrifice and for His great love for us. After that camp i knew that God is real,God is always beside me and help me during my trouble...our God is awesome an God!!

Gift that Jesus has gave me...

2008-08-04T12:29:00.000+08:00

I came from a broken family which mean my parents divorce when i was bout 7years old...but i dont know why i able to accept this without any struggle....till the year 2006 in a church camp...i realize one thing..while i worshipping Him and crying to Him,Jesus Christ tell me that He have give me the gift of joy and now I am fill with joy. That moment i realize that, throughout this 9 years i have live in a broken family without any "problem" is actually not my own strength ...but is Him,He who gave me the joy and be with me always and always. Sometimes i even see He is holding my hand when i was a small kid and walk with me and carry me when i was a baby..like a Father . And i oso knew that He has given my mother strength to overcome everything that come toward her so that she can bring us up. Lord has done alot of thing in my life and my family...Thanks You Jesus....